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Friday, October 24, 2008
Dreams
When you talk about dreams, you think of two things, the dreams that are more like goals which are impossible, or the dreams that you have when you sleep.

What Im gonna post here is the dream I had when I slept earlier today. Dreams are usually made from our memories and sometimes our deepest desires, so dreams somehow always seem interesting. But dreams are also sometimes formed from one other thing, and that is our fear. Of course dreams fabricated from fear are also known as nightmares.

Many years ago, back when I was in primary or something, I watched a show about some living doll that kills people, I think Chucky or smth, and had a nightmare after. I faintly remember that dream just cause I was scared like hell back then. I was lying in some black space, I couldnt move much and I had no voice, then I saw the living doll appear a distance from me and my parents at somewhere else close by. The living doll started heading for me, I tried to move but couldnt so I tried calling out to my parents, but of course no voice came out and they didnt notice me..After that I dont really remember what happened, cause it was so long ago.

Sometimes after I sleep for a while, I will seemingly wake up suddenly but be unable to move(this means the entire body, arms, legs and mouth). I require a great deal of mind power to force myself to move and be truly awake. It's times like this I get scared sometimes, I dont really know if its a dream or if I was in reality. Like earlier today, I woke up from my sleep with my eyes half open in my room that was really dark, I couldnt move like I mentioned earlier, then I noticed something across the room...It was a greyish figure, I couldnt quite see anything else of it but it was humanly shaped and was coming towards me..I started to panick a bit and tried to move and make sounds(just sounds, my mouth couldnt move to make words)...But no matter how hard I tried I couldnt move. Till the greyish figure was right in front of me, I forced all my strength to turn over and just managed to move and somehow "woke up". Its kinda hard to explain but all I know is that it was scary.

~ { 9:04:00 PM }
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