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So here I am, posting again late at night/early in the morning...Sometimes I get really afraid life will end, sometimes I really wish it did. Imagine losing your current consciousness, losing everything you had in life, forgetting everything you knew just because of death, isnt that like really scary? That's also probably why there are the people that believe in eternal life with stuff like the fountain of youth and stuffs...But even though I want to live forever, I dont really want to lose anything, its part of that selfish side of me. If only reincarnation existed without the memory loss, maybe then I wouldnt be that afraid.
Of course, there are the times that life sucks so much that you would rather die although that's usually a temporary thought. For those that think that way all the time, they've probably already committed suicide by now or really be suffering deep inside. Life should be free of conflicts, pain and despair, it should be something that people can look forward to everyday, or at least, thats what I feel. Then again, I am the kind of person that really really prefers peace and stuff.
Obeying laws strictly, not littering, feel disgusted at how people could pollute our environment with litter, dont you think so? Its like, everywhere I go, there's just got to have some tissue or plastic wrapper on the grass/floor/terrain when there's a dustbin just a FEW steps away. Could you even imagine what our Earth would be like if there weren't people cleaning our streets? Rather than look down on those cleaners, you should be respecting them, they're the ones doing all the dirty work for you, although of course, you wouldnt wanna be joining them lols..Sometimes I just imagine what the environment would be like without the streets, without the buildings, without whatever stands in the way of nature...Just a field of grass with loads of trees, that's just relaxing. Of course it cant exist in this time, where everyone is relying on this technology for convienience and a way of life...
I have no comments for wild child and four christmas btw...And I dont get why most of my friends would be that interested in hearing me speak chinese...Just cause I speak english like...99.99% of the time...I just dont really like the way I speak chinese so I just dont speak it lols, I only actually say chinese when Im forced to (Chinese oral, ordering food) . But anyway, that'll be enough posting for now, still have lots to do (actually just one, Computer Graphics Assignment 1)...
